Along time ago

Along time ago when the earth was green……I actually go sober after a 29 day inpatient treatment when I was 23. I 1986 I began the first leg of this journey. I was sober but did not realize that my husband did not stop. I thought he did. He was heavily into porn. I spent my days trying to catch him at it. It was a very sick and emotional time. We had 4 four children. I 1999 we knew that we had out grown our house and couldn’t afford to buy a house of that caliber but larger size. I suggested we move out of state. I got a job in Oregon and John was ready to just walk out of his job of 22 years. I thought that quite odd and convinced him to at least give 2 weeks notice. We had been fighting endless mostly about his porn. We went to counseling. I became the perfect co-dependent. I was a very sick time.

As promised this is raw. No AI just me and my life. So I’m going to fill in some blanks here

Before I married John. I married Scott who was John’s best friend. Very Jerry Springer I know. Scott was a compulsive liar and a cocaine addict.