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🌄 Failing Forward – Day 2 What God Actually Expects from You

Spoiler: Not perfection.

Scripture

Micah 6:8 — “He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you?
To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.”

Devotional

Many believers live under a quiet, exhausting assumption:
“God expects me to get this right.”

We imagine a standard of flawless obedience — no mistakes, no repeated struggles, no weak moments — and then feel crushed when reality doesn’t match the ideal. But Scripture paints a very different picture of God’s expectations.

Micah 6:8 is stunning in its simplicity. God does not say:

  • “Be perfect.”

  • “Never stumble again.”

  • “Achieve spiritual excellence.”

Instead, He calls us to walk with Him — humbly, dependently, honestly.

God knows your limitations. He formed you. He understands your wounds, your patterns, your history, and the tight places where you still struggle. His expectation is not perfection, but connection.

He wants your honesty more than your flawless performance.
He delights in your turning toward Him, not in you pretending you don’t need grace.

Perfection was never your assignment. Walking with God — even imperfectly — is.

And He calls that good.

Reflection Question

Where have you been holding yourself to a standard God never asked of you?

Journal Prompt

Write about an area where you feel pressured to be perfect.
Then rewrite that pressure into God’s actual invitation for you:
“Walk with Me here.”

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🌿 DAY 1 — When You Think You’re Failing at Faith

It all begins with an idea.

Scripture

Romans 7:19 – “For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.”

Devotional

If you’ve ever wondered why you still struggle—even after years of walking with Jesus—you are not alone. Many believers quietly carry the fear that they are “failing at being a Christian.” Scripture shows us that even Paul battled this exact frustration.

Transformation is not a lightning strike. It is a lifelong journey of becoming — often marked by stumbles, restarts, and unseen slow growth. God is not disappointed in your struggle. He is not surprised by the patterns you are still working through. In fact, the very desire you have to grow is proof that the Holy Spirit is already at work in you.

Today, instead of asking, “Why am I not better by now?” — ask,
“What is God shaping in me through this struggle?”
Grace meets you not at the finish line, but right here — mid-journey.

Reflection Question

Where do you feel like you “should be farther along,” and what does God’s grace say in response?

Journal Prompt

Write honestly about one area where you feel like you’re failing.
Then write a second paragraph describing how God might see you with compassion rather than disappointment.

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Failing Forward: What to Do When You Think You’re Not Changing Enough

transformation

Most believers quietly fear the same thing:
“I should be more transformed by now.”

This 30-day study offers hope for the discouraged heart. Instead of demanding perfection, it invites you into a deeper understanding of how God actually transforms His people — slowly, gently, and faithfully.

Inside you’ll explore:

✨ Why transformation isn’t instant
✨ What God really expects from you
✨ Why repeated struggles don’t disqualify your faith
✨ How the Holy Spirit works in hidden, quiet ways
✨ How God uses weakness, waiting, setbacks, and ordinary days
✨ How to heal from shame and comparison
✨ How to walk faithfully even when you fall often

Each day includes:

  • A short devotional

  • A key Scripture

  • A reflection question

  • A gentle journaling prompt

  • (Optional) A matching visual for printing or sharing

By the end of this study, you’ll see that you’re not failing — you’re becoming. And God is completing the work He started in you.

Perfect for personal quiet time, small groups, recovery ministries

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